yabs

I fear the sobriety
That draws my reality
The untamed truth
That mauls my being
Especially when I sleep

I hesitate
To close my eyes
In the darkness of night
Knowing intimately
What haunts me

I drown myself
In noctural activities
With camera flashes
Writing and liquor
Numbing the senses

Daylight peeks
My ordeal escaped
For yet another day
I wearily retire
In the comfort of light

Aye, my body weakened
Unable to move
Unless in ridiculous action
But my mind unable to dream
All fear forgotten